wasted time

I wish I could have the last 8 years back. I wish I hadn’t crossed that line and he was still just my friend. I wish I could take it all back. Maybe someday I will look back and there will be all these wise lessons that I learned and I will see how I am a better person because of him and because of our relationship. Maybe.

But I don’t see it now. Feel it. Right now it all seems like wasted time.